slip inside the eye of my mind

shorter than expected

2009-04-27T13:36:34Z

so the wait to update wasnt that long this time round.

for the past 1 hour i've been looking at pictures on flickr by random ppl. sigh, i need talent in photography. i envy those ppl who can really take enchanting photos, maybe because of the fact that i cant take proper picture. tsk tsk. sadkid@hotmail.com to add up the the sadness, and emotion hurt, i just got reminded that my freaking photography got a C+ for i dont know what reaonssss -.- feel like slapping the idiotic tutor who only know how to comment 1001 when his photos barely make it, seriously. oh well........ i think when i have more spare time, which i'm not going to have i think. i'm going to learn some tricks from my cousin and those pros out there.

i've 33 more days to start training for sundown. again, i only aim for completion. of course i want to try and finish within 6 hours, which seems so impossible. anyway, i've decide to start training IF i can wake up early enough in the morning or in the evening once every 2 days. while the in between days will be rest or other form of training. WAHHH, say until very nice ah seah wen jin. LOL, okay. thats just a training plan la huh, plan which might not be executed :X i neeeeeeeeeeed a new pair of tracks seriously.

sundown, beat it!

get born

2009-04-21T08:26:16Z

hihi,
(what a gay intro)

the wait for an update was 2 weeks shorter than the previous 8. somehow i think there's still people who are here once in a while.

first of all, i think i really miss sch :( every single part of it. the good and the bad (yes, including crazy exams) right now, ngee ann doesnt seem familiar to me at all :( x 100000 i remember how i used to say hi to ppl at every corner, how everybody knows everybody kinda thing. now i should be thankful i can meet like 1 friend walking around the whole sch. quite friendless in ngee ann :(

anywayyy, the main purpose for going back to sch was to play soccer. i guess the ball kick me more than i kick the ball. cant freaking kick properly -.- halfway through i was like half dead :///// seah wen jin, how are you going to finish your marathon next month?!!! :/ now i'm like aching all over ://

i have quit my job like 2 weeks ago? the plan was supposed to be earn enough $$$ and slack. apparently now i'm jobless and penniless. i think i need to go get a job and earn $$$ soon,

on a side note, i got my enlistment letter. 12 august 2009, Naval Diving Unit. seriously, i rather get some other land unit. why navy :(

okay, byesss ppl.

clearing the dust

2009-03-06T15:11:19Z

the first thing that i saw when i came it was the " Last updated 8 weeks ago"

well, i've been lazy to blog lately because i found a new job directly after attachment ends. so the get a life, get a life and get a life is not quite accomplished yet. well, you need $$$$ to get a life and i'm going to do it when i got a full-er pocket.

so long folks! take care and catch you, you and you around SOON. take note, the soon normally means more than 3 months :X

adios.

hola amigo.

2009-01-03T07:53:43Z

so the last entry was 5 weeks ago. blink blink blink and its 2009 now! well, things are still quite the same and i'm basically still ALIVE.

cant wait for attachment to end! which is in another 4-5weeks time.

three things im going to do once attachment ends:
1) get a life
2) get a life
3) get a life.

and those ppl who i havent been calling, talking and meeting you know who you are, i still alive so please contact me if i dont.

on a side note, 6 weeks ago, somebody left this msg without leaving a name:
yall are crazy!!
ha ha all i read was something about sum fat legs and a sister and i dont no what else lol we need to talk some more!! :)

please identify yourself because you tag an entry which was like 100000 years ago.

thats all folks. take plenty of care and dont drink drive(okay, random).

peace out.

leftinthemiddle @ 2008-11-26T10:42:00

2008-11-26T02:42:57Z

for those who care,
im still ALIVE

leftinthemiddle @ 2008-11-09T10:06:00

2008-11-09T02:13:34Z

wenjin is going to attempt a stunt next weekend, walking a 60km overnight walk and go for dragon boat training after that.

and 2 more weeks working at kranji.

he will be back here again if he's ~~dead~~ / alive

byebye.

six feet from the edge

2008-10-18T07:27:17Z

hello earthing.

so its a rather boring saturday afternoon that suddenly seems so cloudy. feeling so so so lazy from crazy work. started on a new job this week and it was H.E.L.L. i was doing transaction test and every single transaction seems to have some problem. usually it takes me about half a day the most to finish 1 transaction test with 25 sample, but i took like 30-40 min to complete 1 sample and i ended up using about 1 and a half day to finish up my work. yesterday, i seriously almost die when i need to do vouching. thank goodness there wasnt any free computer for me to use and i was spared the torture. and thank goodness number 2 is i've training next week from monday to wednesday, which means i will only be back to that job on thursday and friday. thats the last 2 days of the job and hopefully by then i'll have nothing much to do.

my senior told me that the 2 job i've done is like the nono for everyone.so i think i've plenty of "good experience" with all the shitty client now.

im going to burn fats during dragon boat tml, running to suntec after training. anddddd i think this year the results will probably be the same as last year looking at the ppl who went last week. dammmnnnnnnnnnn.

i remembered i said i want to join stand chart marathon but now i cant :( apparently i have to go for my cousin's wedding in malaysia and forgo running this year, 3rd time im not joining stand chart. tsk tsk, on the flip-side, my brother, cousin and me are going up to KL for shopping spreeeeeee and plenty of good food after the wedding because that monday after the weekend is a public hol. wooohoo!

eileen soh fat fat (i think i call you soh fat fat too much that now i cant remember your chinese name:/ is it yi ning or sth?) hope you're not dying or rather dead because you have been missing for quite sometime. REMEMBER, my birthday present. LOL.

peace out.

you say hello, inside i'm screaming i love you;

2008-10-04T04:35:16Z

so its been more than a month since i last updated. work's been relatively okay other than having to do 1001 saikang. the seniors have been really helpful and willing to teach me when im in doubt. so there isnt any big hoo-ha during work. everyday's about the same. working, going home, eating blah blah.working life is just like advertised, boringgggg. the good thing is i did know alot of new things from attachment.

im getting ipod nano next week! either the red or the black one. after saying for 1000000 years that i want to get an ipod, im finally getting one soon.

im going for dragon boat tml again, this year there is like double the amount of training compared to last year and hopefully we get way way way way way way better than last year.

And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me

where are you now;

2008-09-02T13:58:37Z

attachment is boringx100000000000000000. for the past 2 days i practically rot away 3 quarter of the day in the conference room. this is going to continue for the rest of the week. though work suppose to start next week, i think we will have nothing much to do til the peak period kicks in. when it gets really busy i think i'll rather be rotting my time away inside the conference room.

very soon i will lead a standard life of waking up, going to work, go home after work, eat dinner and sleep.oh, working life :( weekends will be more exciting now and monday will get blue-er.

there's like 1001 things that i need to buy and need.i need tie(yes, have to wear tie everyday-.-), belt and a bag. here's the want, even though i dont need any teeshirt nowadays but i saw damn alot of nice ones online:( very tempted but im too broke to afford them, poor kid.

just for saying, my hair is short like dont know what now.

rainy sunday afternoon,

2008-08-31T09:29:53Z

woke up bright and early to help my neighbour shift house. my mother volunteer me and my bro, so reluctantly we drag our butt out of the bed at 8.30 after hearing her scream for 10 good mins, at least.i can vaguely remember the last time i help ppl to shift house.i think i never want to shift house unless im not going to shift any of the furniture and buying brand new ones.there's like so much cleaning, moving and blah blah blah. if i really do need to shift, i think i'll ask my scouts to fall in outside my house. okay, just kidding.

ahhh, have been feeling the pain and irritation of my sore throat. when you're feeling sick you will want to do things that you're not supposed to do. example, i feel like eating fish & chips now :(

oh, im going to eat texas chicken sandwich from LJS because the advertisement is tempting max. hopefully can buy it at raffles city and bring to work for breakfast.

attachment starts tml, im not dreading the working part at all. im just dreading the part of having to pull myself out of the bed at 7am everyday. rain or shine i still have to get out of my bed. no more pon-ing of sch as and when i like, BUT no more lecture no more tutorial, no more CT, no more exams! wooohooo!

goodbyeeeee and peace out.

i could get used to this;

2008-08-27T02:11:00Z

i've been wanting to blog since forever but was feeling lazy to type. life's been pretty good ever since the exams ends. endlessly sleeping, eating and slacking. even though i've been sleeping but i still tired every single time i woke up. tsk tsk. it's just as if i cant get enough of sleep. so far i still yet to meet anyone yet and i have ask :/ seriously, i think i will end up slacking at home for the remaining of this precious week(which i totally dont mind cause i feel so tired)

safra half marathon was a good run, good because my knee didnt give way throughout the run it did give threatening signs of giving way. the timing seriously suck la but oh well, imagine throwing yourself to a half marathon and 3 weeks before you're not running at all and not even moving your butt to exercise.maybe im just finding excuses so that i feel better about the timing.im 90% going to join stand chart 42km already.

im supposed to reach boon keng at 11 for soccer and here i am infront of the laptop at 1006. wonderful job.going to be late.

grey's anatomy is damn damn damn addictive please, the addiction is not like prison break, heroes and supernatural. the show really makes me feel like slapping myself for not choosing the course i really wanted. tsk tsk.

okay, bye.

ps:unknowingly simple plan's addicted started playing on my media player-.-

exams

2008-08-20T13:14:31Z

friday come faster please.

and no more stunt, seriously no more.

bus-stop;

2008-08-16T05:55:40Z

idiot, i googled sth without opening a new tab and accidentally navigate away from the page. there is no draft! :/ damnnnnnn.

-claw was quite okay, hopefully i get all my law correct and its a 2hr paper of non stop writing.

-army half marathon so called goodie bag is -.- and the shirt is........going to stay in the bag.

-im going to target to finish the race in 2h 45min because my brother told me he finish using 2h30 odd min last year.im going to die for the run because i havent been running for like 1001 years.

-i cant remember what else i wrote in the unsaved entry

-4 more papers to go and im going to study now.

adios amigo.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
-The Man Who Cant Be Move, The Script

bad

2008-08-11T01:47:29Z

bad night sleep and bad morning run.couldnt sleep the whole freaking night and went jogging just now.i think i really injured this part between the collar bone and the neck, have been feeling the pain after napfa.on top of that, my knee gave way while running.seriously, i'll die for army half marathon.im considering if i should join 42 for stand chart, the problem is i think i got problem completing 21 and looking at how i run now i think i ought to be shot and die before the half marathon.today's last day for the early bird registration, if i pass the early bird i dont intend to join anymore.tsk tsk.

im fucking screwed for exams.

put your record on, tell me your favourite song.

2008-08-09T09:16:35Z

the haze/smoke screen/whatever it is cause by the incense is irritating my eyes and nose. i cant concentrate on studying(okay, maybe just looking for excuses). thank goodness its raining and the condition is getting better.

i learn a new sports today while watching olympics, its handball. the game looks like a combination of a few games, soccer, basketball and hockey. basically a bit of every sports la. quite exciting but couldnt finish watching because it was time to study :(

seriously the temptation to watch the olympics games on tv is ://////. the drug, epl, is starting next weekend.after 3 months of football-less weekend the season is finally going to start.my man utd against portsmouth tml for charity shield, go go man utd! woohoo!

oh, i was bored a few days ago and i went back to my old blog. my very old entries was quite lol somehow.i simply and,and,and,and,and and after each and every single sentence.i think if i didnt delete away my secondary sch entry it will be even more interesting.i used to type like this......aiya......the full stop is like free.......i hate to admit this, i think i've a bad writing habit, limited use of vocab plus bad grammar BUT im still sophisticated.hoho.

i planned to accomplish many things during that 1 week break before attachment starts. exams end on friday and sat will be staying at home day to eat plenty plenty so that i have energy for sunday and doing some stretching for the run on sunday. sunday, army half marathon, looking at my condition now i'll crawl to the finishing line:( monday will be aching at home.tuesday recover from aching, so swimming.wednesday onwards will be meeting up and having fun til saturday.okay, plans are subject to changes because maybe i will be aching all over after the run and rot at home :///

6 more days to exams.
shiok.

not forgetting, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
-count on me singapore-
maybe not, HAHAHA.

cause its pouring outside

2008-08-07T14:57:04Z

study
study
study
study
study
study
study

& how you got me blind is still a mystery;

2008-08-04T05:48:32Z

i woke up bright and early to run today.good morning but bad run.had stomache while running halfway :/ after i reach home i wanted to study and i was falling asleep on the sofa :/ i target to finish all the conso and forex for AFA. on top of that, if i can touch a few chapters of audit will be good.BUT, im going to visit my grams after this and i dont know what time im going to start studying later.gg. :///

im going to post some photos because there's photo mood today.

i think my birthday has the least number of photos even though i put more here.

im off.gooodbye.

creep

2008-07-28T15:41:50Z

howdy, so its been 51234123 years since i last blog.i think i've been getting lazier each day when it comes to blogging.the number of time i update every week seems to be getting lesser and lesser.who knows maybe im going to close down this blog and go on a blogging vacation(no link).i think there's quite abit of outstanding entries.i yet to blog anything about my birthday, kinda dont feel like blogging about it too. BUT, it was a great birthday with plenty of fun! :D so i dont have to elaborate more, you people should know who you are, THANK YOU :)))

exams is like cominggggggggggggggggggg soon, 5 crazy papers which is coming in less than a month :// die liao maxzxzxzx.

on a side note, though i got a gold for napfa, im damn damn damn damn x 10000000000000000 sad for my 2.4km.i really thought i could finish in 9 min when i start the first lap.all thanks to the soccer and captain's ball the day before my feet give way when i was running the second run.the blister was burningggg hot and bleeding.the timing wasnt the worst but its really quite :(((((. oh well, gonna focus on my 21km army marathon! aim to finish it in less than 2.5 hours. anddd im going to sign up for the standard chartered 42km even though i've no idea if i can finish running.

i've trying to work on my tutorial but its not working at all. so best solution, go to bed now and forget about it totally!

i hope mr postman deliver my mail :/

on the flipside

2008-07-15T14:49:03Z

helloooooo

i shall update on my birthday really sooon because many lovely ppl yet to celebrate with me.so im kinda lazy to update twice.

so thank you to each and every single one of you who had wish me happy birthday! :DDDD

oh, for those who doesnt know what to get and still intending to get a present for me.ASK ME! HEH HEH.

projects are dying off soon, left with like 1-2 presentation and a some reflection and its over! but the bad thing about this is that exams are actually right around the corner. damnnn.

napfa is getting everybody all hyped all, seriously.everybody's like training and talking about it every single day.im going to aim for gold gold gold! only gold and nothing below.easier said than done actually, my 2.4km is like 11.54 :( and i cant do pull up and i cant do standing broad jump :( somehow i start to wonder how i manage to run like 9min reaching 10 in sec sch. thinking back it seems pretty insane and its like never going to happen again kinda thing. now i neeeeed to find back my form in like erm 8 days time? .good luck to me.

if the universe conspired

2008-07-07T17:59:42Z

looking at the last entry day i was quite shock.i didnt realise that my blog has been rotting for so long.anyway, im supposed to head to bed right now but i decided to clear some spiderweb before i sleep.

soooo, after 10000 years i finally sign up for my 1st half marathon! safra bay run or army half marathon. cant wait for the exams to be over and done with and run run run.24 august, see you at the finishing line man! oh, im also going to join the nike human race which is like 1 week after ahm. andddd when im done with these two im going to join standard chartered 42km, provided if my knee allows me to join!

this weekly is insanely crazy somehow.suddenly everything seems to come together :/ tax and afa presentation tml, or maybe later. there's like another 3-4 presentation next week. after all the presentation is over it will be once again the lovely exams :S

good life i have.

cause she's bittersweet, she knocks me off my feet

2008-06-24T15:49:31Z

the first two results i got back was hell, i merely make it through only. i was late for afa and i kinda panic for the paper, so i quite expected to flunk it. tax was way out of range, i thought it went quite well but sometimes things just dont go that way. when i got back the paper, i wasnt hoping to get flying colours, i was hoping for a score which rectify(sounds so law) the effort i put in to study. big disappointment. audit, MA, claw needs to be better. i so need to get over this shitty feeling and brace myself for wonderful exams.

i think im addicted to reading all of a sudden. now i simply cant stop reading the wedding. im like done with 3/4 of the book after 3 days. thats is so unlike me. the 1 book 1 year reading habit vanish all of a sudden.

claw lecture is loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

dance inside

2008-06-22T16:54:36Z

hello people,

im still alive after common test. it just that im too caught up with campfire, project etc and i was too lazy to update. there wasnt anything amazing for me to update either. so 2 weeks just zoooom past and dreadful sch starts tml. im not looking forward to getting back my results. the feeling suck seriously. okay, i seriously dont want to think about it until 5 min before my tutorial starts.

on a side note, i realise how important it is to treasure people when they are still around you.

on a random note, i think ppl should realise what the word privacy really means.

wish me luck for my results,

peace out.

so dead.

2008-06-02T09:12:22Z

afa is so badly screwed.

the paper wasnt tough at all.

i dont know what the hell i did during the 1 and a half hour.

fuck.

kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made;

2008-05-31T14:54:13Z

first paper for CT ended, everyone one was quite worried because the answers seems to be different from one another.everybody was complaining about how bad the paper is.its really kinda freaky because of the not so good experience in the previous common test :/ oh well, just 4 more papers and all i need to do is to continue studying the 4 more.afa on monday, claw(eeeee) on tue, tax and audit.seriously claw and blaw is two different thing.im quite worried about claw even though its open book.

i've got a new phone like finally! not going to use it anytime soon because i dont have the time to get everything into the phone.so im going to wait til CT is over before i start using.first thing that i need to do, save contact.HAHAHAHA.

hols is rather dreadful with all the project due once sch starts.but im going to eat more, sleep more and run even more during the pathetic 2 weeks.

for the past few days my legs has been giving me problem :/ first the left knee, then the ankle and since yesterday my right knee has been feeling weird :S

let's sway together,

2008-05-27T18:11:51Z

elearning is seriously eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee learning.the number of comments that you have to post is insane, i rather have normal tutorial class.elearning is a situation whereby you dont have to go sch but you get extra extra work.i think elearning is seriously redundant x 100000000.

CT studying progress is still badly behind time i supposed.5 crazy papers.i think all the acc ppl is either going crazy because of CT or elearning, maybe both.

i think nowadays i get irritated super easily.with all this crazy sch work its not so easy to keep myself sane and gay.

the worst news of the week.my brother is on leave now til he ord which is as good as he ord-ed.soooooo, he's going to be at home disturbing me.how i wish he can ord during september.when im having attachment and i wont be at home for him to disturb.in fact, i feel awkward now he's at home more often :/

study, study study.thats what im going to do for the next few days.geeky wen jin.

and remember me tonight when you're asleep;